
Lisah.
17 now
Temasek Polytechnic
Law
I miss my past
title: 9:19pm 27/11/08
i put on a new outfit just for 2day.. just fer u.. i saved my energy i saved my laughter and smile i saved my only off day in a wk just fer u.. to see u smile nn to be happy like we used to be.. what i got frm u was a frown.. no smiles on ur face no compliments on my new outfit.. when everyone is staring and grinning at me and all i see frm u is a straight black face a frown.. when i culd be spending my tym wif somebody else i wanted to be with you.. i thought u'd be happy i thought u'd be excited to see me finally... i didnt get any acknowledgement nor appreciation.. i didnt feel like how i felt on 16 may 2007.. we've gone through so muc and this is what our relationship turned out. i appreciated every small thing eu did fer me.. even a can of milo.. but a can of milo frm me to u wuldnt change that frown of urs.. its harder fer me to make u smile.. y aren't eu treasuring every single seconds we haf 2gede? and make the fullest out of it? no.. im tired too.. that's no excuse.. everyone knows.. how excited i get when i get to see u.. but u dun.. y won't u hold my hand, hug me, kiss me, y aren't eu eager to see me..? y dun't u get excited like eu used to be..? y am i the only one hus feeling this way? y dun eu want me... like how u used to want mee? X'( i can't take this feeling of lonelyness anymore.. there's just the title 'in a relationship' but do u still feel that way...? in ur heart? X''((( |
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