you said move on, where do i go?


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Lisah.
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date: Thursday, November 27, 2008
time:5:19 AM
9:19pm 27/11/08

i put on a new outfit just for 2day..
just fer u..
i saved my energy
i saved my laughter and smile
i saved my only off day in a wk
just fer u..
to see u smile
nn to be happy like we used to be..
what i got frm u was a frown..
no smiles on ur face
no compliments on my new outfit..
when everyone is staring and grinning at me
and all i see frm u is a straight black face
a frown..
when i culd be spending my tym
wif somebody else
i wanted to be with you..
i thought u'd be happy
i thought u'd be excited
to see me
finally...
i didnt get any acknowledgement
nor appreciation..
i didnt feel
like how i felt
on 16 may 2007..
we've gone through so muc
and this is what our relationship turned out.
i appreciated every small thing eu did fer me..
even a can of milo..
but a can of milo frm me to u
wuldnt change that frown of urs..
its harder fer me to make u smile..
y aren't eu treasuring
every single seconds we haf 2gede?
and make the fullest out of it?
no..
im tired too..
that's no excuse..
everyone knows..
how excited i get
when i get to see u..
but u dun..
y won't u hold my hand,
hug me,
kiss me,
y aren't eu eager
to see me..?
y dun't u get excited
like eu used to be..?
y am i the only one
hus feeling this way?
y dun eu want me...
like how u used to want mee?
X'(
i can't take this feeling
of lonelyness anymore..
there's just the title
'in a relationship'
but do u still feel that way...?
in ur heart?
X''(((


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