xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, November 27, 2008
time:5:19 AM

9:19pm 27/11/08

i put on a new outfit just for 2day..
just fer u..
i saved my energy
i saved my laughter and smile
i saved my only off day in a wk
just fer u..
to see u smile
nn to be happy like we used to be..
what i got frm u was a frown..
no smiles on ur face
no compliments on my new outfit..
when everyone is staring and grinning at me
and all i see frm u is a straight black face
a frown..
when i culd be spending my tym
wif somebody else
i wanted to be with you..
i thought u'd be happy
i thought u'd be excited
to see me
finally...
i didnt get any acknowledgement
nor appreciation..
i didnt feel
like how i felt
on 16 may 2007..
we've gone through so muc
and this is what our relationship turned out.
i appreciated every small thing eu did fer me..
even a can of milo..
but a can of milo frm me to u
wuldnt change that frown of urs..
its harder fer me to make u smile..
y aren't eu treasuring
every single seconds we haf 2gede?
and make the fullest out of it?
no..
im tired too..
that's no excuse..
everyone knows..
how excited i get
when i get to see u..
but u dun..
y won't u hold my hand,
hug me,
kiss me,
y aren't eu eager
to see me..?
y dun't u get excited
like eu used to be..?
y am i the only one
hus feeling this way?
y dun eu want me...
like how u used to want mee?
X'(
i can't take this feeling
of lonelyness anymore..
there's just the title
'in a relationship'
but do u still feel that way...?
in ur heart?
X''(((

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date: Wednesday, November 26, 2008
time:8:19 AM

12:20 am 27/11/08

i'm so sorry..
how could i fergett D'X
i've olwes loved eu..

happy berfday

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date: Monday, November 24, 2008
time:7:57 AM

AFTERNOON SHIFT

12:05AM 25/11/08

Well, after prom the next day

which was sat i had

a day off frm werk..

So i rest at home the wholeee day..

The day after that which was

sunday,was my 1st afternoon shift at werk.

Honestly, it was lyk HELL.

I met another supervisor which is under

MY shift && she tested me on my knowledge

of sales and she made me felt so stupid!

I mean, i seriously cannot be pressurised.

I would make mistakes when pressurised

REALLY!

&& sumore she had this arrogant face

which mae me more nervous everytime

she told me to check some stocks

for her..

I really dreaded that Sunday uh..

ouh!and i saw atika n her mom=)

But yesterday,it was a total opposite!

I came in work nn tried to

be optimistic and confident about work uh..

And she didn't test me anymore which

actually brings out the better in me

cos i wasn't stressed on ar things like that.

Then we had this 'fashion show' where

our workers had to try on clothes

which suits them to their body shape.

eg. V-neck tops to make short necks look

longX) something2 lyk dat larrh

&& i had to model too!weee~

first look was casual,

2nd was going to a party

So then as it was about closing time,

ALI && HIS SISTER CAME!=D

it really destroyed my boredomness

at that moment arrg..

So the sister tried on some stuffs

and ali nn i had a lil chat..

Miss going out with them a lot ah..

Hope to get to hang out soon=)

really tired ryte nowwww...

&& i miss my bebyy aLOOTTT!

get well soon ouhkaeee

FADLI! reaaaallyy soryyy i dun haf pics wif uu seeh,

i wanted to take wif u tat tym but i kp forgetting seeeeh!!

nn my memory card went full!

ARRGGHHH!!!SORIEEEE!!!

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date: Friday, November 21, 2008
time:7:28 PM

PROM NIGHT BEBY!
12PM 22/11/08

I'm just updating for prom night yesterday
&& it was SUPER AWESOMEE!!!!

First it was make up time at ayu nn kak sedare aida's
place...