ive bn plannin 2 finish up ol my hw and stuff by tish wk..but art jush haaad 2b a burden,now i haf 2 do 2 more layers fer stupid papercut..my finger is gona go sideways by end of june i tell u..&& on top of tat my grandma had been sent 2de hospital on monday..shes havin horrible illusions nn stuffs and shes just not herself animore && tis has bn goin fer 5 days noww..im jus so werried,we ol reli need her laa..honestly,shes bn supplyin mi my skul money ol tis while...givin us fd wen our family is ol out of it..shes bn taking care of her mom ol tis while,now hus gona b d one taking care of my moyang?i cant bare 2 see her tis way...everytime i tok 2 her she doesnt answer..its lyk her body is there but he rmind is somewer else...i was der wen she ferst started screamin nn shouting tat she was gona die nn stuff lyk dat..i dunwo..i'm jus so scared...nn i cant focus on ani of my hw ryte noww..de onli tym i can do it is lyk at night cos de whole day i'd b in d hospital beside herr...had a snack wit her just noww nn she jus stared in blank space..its gd dat she laughed at times cos of my dad =/ nn nex wk is malay oral uggh!!! i reli duno wat 2 do ryte now ahh..

thanx fer ol those times u looked after us...we reli2 hope u get well soon..i loveyou

its nawt the end...i hope its nt