ive been crying fer 5 days straight now..nn its strating 2 get obvious 2 some..i reli dun noe how 2 ans dem wen most of de tym dey wuld comment dat im nawt myself lately...dey notice mi mwore den i notice myself..i mean,i seemed 2 try 2 act normal evriday...ya noe,lyk nth actuali apened?



but i gues i jus cant hide it...dat terrible feelin of some1 missing in my life..a veri special some1..
my eyes r VERI droopy ryte noow...evryday i sleep at 11..nn i neber did gave my eyes a break..evry mornin in de bus i read my notes,in de canteen b4 assemblin at de parade sqr,reading period,at home...haiss...

&& i finaly talked 2 zul 2day =') reli missed that voice of his...it was as if he was just right beside mie...i felt reli sorie,wen i overhead him arguing wit his mom becoz of his brother...he reli shuldnt get de blame..&& hearing de sounds of de beating he got..it hurts mie alot too..nn i feel so hopeless dat i wasnt literally there fer him wen he reli needs a hug..
to here him just there right beside mie crying...i reli felt lyk cryin too!=(

so im still awating fer de day 2 come....wen i can finally giv uu dat hug..
Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuzI can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it

bye lev~

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