
Lisah.
17 now
Temasek Polytechnic
Law
I miss my past
title: i was reli speechless,shocked,hurt,angry,disappointed ol at de same moment..yest,my family was just watchin de show called the village which btw was RELI gd..jus too bad i didnt want 2 watch ol of it..=\ yiyin started 2 beat iman so i beat her back lyk jokingly ahh...den she hit mi bak harder,so i was lyk kinda shock abit ah..den i hit her harder nn shouted y did u hit mi nn we hit eac other continuosly nn she screamed that i started ferst...so i stop nn started cryin,fer de ferst tym tis yr i cried nn had lyk, u noe de hiccups ting after u cry nn it kept on goin fer 15 mins nn i cant breath..but i was reli surprised dat eventho de whole family was der,dey didnt help mi out..dey jus kept on watchin de show nn laughed by themselves..i was reli hurt dat no1 didnt care nn tears started rolling down again..as im writing dis,i still feel hurt ='( how culd she disrespect mi lyk tat? no1 has ever done tat 2 mie..not even my parents..what does she tink dat she has de ryte 2 do tat?how culd she...wat kind of a sister am i to haf a younger sister 2b soo rude...nn how culd my parents jus let it be,from de tym she hit iman until i had breathin problem..nn it was muc more hurtful den gettink ur heartbroken...coz it was frm ur own family... i dunwo if i was being too sensitive or makin things look lyk its a big deal...but im fighting wit my own flesh n blood...de one i shared my secrets wit,my meal,my room,my stuff...how culd she do tis 2 mi? am i in de wrong 2 haf hit her?i just went 2 my room nn weep myself 2 sleep.. && 2 day,wen i came bak,she went out of de lift nn jus went off witout even sayin anytin..nn i was about 2 ask wer she was heading too...hais,im still waitin fer an apology coz dat hit reli disappoints mi =( went out wit zulalihani 2 day =) went out of home early coz i was reli sick of it after wat apen yest..met hani at my bustop nn mt de guys at central shop&save 2 buy snack fer our picnic!X) took taxi 2 eastcoast park,zul's treat X) it was reli scorching lyk hell!! && zul was de complainer king of the day.. ni la orng mlayu semuer,tau klua makaaaan jek XD me nn hani went 2 de shore nn dipped ourselves in seawateerr!!!nicee laaa since it was hot nn de water was cold..splash2 here nn der..den went bak 2 de tikar nn eat sumore XD den mi nn zul went 2 de shore 2 sit...den sudenli we saw LOADS of water droplets fallin onli at de sea area..nn zul was lyk eh eh we better go nn i was lyk ehs asal pat saner jek kiter tk kene nn den straight away after dat it came down on us nn we were lyk ruunnnn!! hahaha funni...de 4 of us were drenched lyk hell coz we jus took our own swit tym 2 pack nn find shelter...aiyak too long story...go nn read the others' blog entry hehehe! !bye lev |
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