
Lisah.
17 now
Temasek Polytechnic
Law
I miss my past
title: i was reli speechless,shocked,hurt,angry,disappointed ol at de same moment..yest,my family was just watchin de show called the village which btw was RELI gd..jus too bad i didnt want 2 watch ol of it..=\ yiyin started 2 beat iman so i beat her back lyk jokingly ahh...den she hit mi bak harder,so i was lyk kinda shock abit ah..den i hit her harder nn shouted y did u hit mi nn we hit eac other continuosly nn she screamed that i started ferst...so i stop nn started cryin,fer de ferst tym tis yr i cried nn had lyk, u noe de hiccups ting after u cry nn it kept on goin fer 15 mins nn i cant breath..but i was reli surprised dat eventho de whole family was der,dey didnt help mi out..dey jus kept on watchin de show nn laughed by themselves..i was reli hurt dat no1 didnt care nn tears started rolling down again..as im writing dis,i still feel hurt ='( how culd she disrespect mi lyk tat? no1 has ever done tat 2 mie..not even my parents..what does she tink dat she has de ryte 2 do tat?how culd she...wat kind of a sister am i to haf a younger sister 2b soo rude...nn how culd my parents jus let it be,from de tym she hit iman until i had breathin problem..nn it was muc more hurtful den gettink ur heartbroken...coz it was frm ur own family... i dunwo if i was being too sensitive or makin things look lyk its a big deal...but im fighting wit my own flesh n blood...de one i shared my secrets wit,my meal,my room,my stuff...how culd she do tis 2 mi? am i in de wrong 2 haf hit her?i just went 2 my room nn weep myself 2 sleep.. && 2 day,wen i came bak,she went out of de lift nn jus went off witout even sayin anytin..nn i was about 2 ask wer she was heading too...hais,im still waitin fer an apology coz dat hit reli disappoints mi =( went out wit zulalihani 2 day =) went out of home early coz i was reli sick of it after wat apen yest..met hani at my bustop nn mt de guys at central shop&save 2 buy snack fer our picnic!X) took taxi 2 eastcoast park,zul's treat X) it was reli scorching lyk hell!! && zul was de complainer king of the day.. ni la orng mlayu semuer,tau klua makaaaan jek XD me nn hani went 2 de shore nn dipped ourselves in seawateerr!!!nicee laaa since it was hot nn de water was cold..splash2 here nn der..den went bak 2 de tikar nn eat sumore XD den mi nn zul went 2 de shore 2 sit...den sudenli we saw LOADS of water droplets fallin onli at de sea area..nn zul was lyk eh eh we better go nn i was lyk ehs asal pat saner jek kiter tk kene nn den straight away after dat it came down on us nn we were lyk ruunnnn!! hahaha funni...de 4 of us were drenched lyk hell coz we jus took our own swit tym 2 pack nn find shelter...aiyak too long story...go nn read the others' blog entry hehehe! !bye lev |
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title: SLamat ARi raye aidilADHA!~ so ya'll 2day is lyk de day of sacrificin sheeps dig it! but i didnt get 2 witness it aawwww -,- s.s aah
hehe,yeah,tuesday went out wit my bebs..reli missed dem aLOOT! nn i certainly had fun wit dem frm de waitin fer nisa fer 45 mins!XD to de bus trip to rivervale plaza,de mac breakfast nn our chats! aida showed us some card tricks whiicch.....umm....uhh.......reli interestingXD hahah it didnt werk fer de ferst tym but de 2nd one was a success i guess..hehe,but it was fun..ayu was crappin non stop even if it was her usual ways, iwas lyk lufin lyk hell laa..nn sabby has a new nice hp!! i oso waaaaan!XD iffah den had 2 leave 2 mit zaharia nn not long after,i left... met zul nn jus hung out at our usual spot.. 2day,went out 2 bof my grannys house...dey cooked laksa nn lontong sooo niccee!!!!!! im lyk so bloated ryte now..okey ya'll dats it fer 2 day aitte peace out~ NN alii!! please take off on sunday fer our zulisaliani outing X(( !bye lev |
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title: OUR 7 mnths anni X)) YES!! 16.12.07 is finali heree..our last anni in 2007
nn it was definitly a one 2 remembeerr =)) 2 start my day,i went 2 whitesand 2 buy masef breakfast which was sushii!XD den off 2 mit my kitten..he was a lil late coz being a responsible brother he is,he had 2 clean the house ferst b4 he went out aawwwww XD den we lepaklepak pat atas blok..it was 330 nn we went 2 changi beach..i bought my laksa nn he bought nasi lemak at his fav shop..it was reli lovely i haf 2 say coz it was de ferst tym i culd go 2 de beach wit him =) bof of us got tired nt long after coz wok nn tok too muc XD so we went home..nn if oni i can see him asap coz im missin u loads!=( hapi 7 mnths anni!~ !bye lev |
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title: my whole legs nn but are havin major cramps ryte now! im walkin lyk a retard && ive nt done my tuition hw yet thx 2 mcc practices..we're learnin new routines now so,its kinda fun..i mean it does made mi do exercises dat ive nt done fer these past holidays..
dad has just signed up fer us this flea market at elias mall cc..its lyk a booth rental wer u jus pay 10 bux fer it nn u sell ur stuff there..finali can make some ca$hh..its nx sat at 10am-4pm ..come by nn support us ah aiites X) went 2 wildwild wet yest straight after mcc!it was damn fun laaa,long tym oredi nber go swimmin..nn i kept gettin jealous ol those while wen i wok pas women wit hot body in bikinis..iman was afraid of the waterworks..when he took the slide in yellow he was lyk panting lyk hell wen he came down nn he told mi "it was lyk i see it flashing b4 my eyes" && i was lyk dude,no1 died -.-" hehe,dey ol got sunburn wen dey came home nn yin kept pokin hersef nn screamin ouch..but i didnt coz dey started swimmin frm 1130...i came at 1.30 XD too bad we ferget our digi cam..0H! the four of us took the ular-lah yg pat dlm boya besar tu..den we scream lyk hell so fun! i had a wonderful tym wit my siblings laaa...they ROCK okey! !bye lev 2days countdown kitten |
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title: mom has her off day 2day so we went to visit nyai at geylang..she treat us our lunch && i had laksa..it was okey uh,jus dat de noodles were too thick..iman nn yiyin got nasi ayam penyet..it was damn nice siaaa,de chicken was lyk soo crispy lyk kfc one XD i'll sure 2 buy it de next tym i go der..
so den wen we came home,we hcnaged nn went 2 de beach..it was reli RELI cold nn wet..de four of us played ice nn water nn we got mud ol over our shoes nn legs..we raced most of the time wit mum..it was funX) but reli tiring 2 get home -.- had my ferst tuition wit hani yestXD it was reli helpful coz witout her,i wuld haf nber opened my book! i made notes fer 2 chapts within 2 hoursXD wee!~ nn my siblngs were damn irritatin laaa,nn reli distractin!s0oooo noisy nn chaotic..but i lyk it tat wayXD reli feel tired fer hani havin 3 jobs!but in singapore,u gotta werk hard 2 earn alot sooo its lyf =S my next lessons wit her will b tis friday.. shitto laaa,2moro got mcc n mr osman is cumin...SO0 de leceh!&& i wonder if de plan fer wildwildwet is still on 2moroo !bye lev 4more days yeah?X) |
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title: 1st tings 1st, HAPI 17 BEFDAY AZMI ZULKEFLY XD so i went 2 mit de three0 zul,ali nn bday boy..den we went off straight 2 his chalet which was quite far walkin distance..reached der knowing dat we were de oni ones hu came ferst,but his fam was olso der laa..his sis was kewl,we ate yesterday's choc CAKE!its daamn delicious nn chocolatey!XD but VERY de muak.. de old peter pan version was on and dear catcat was soo into de movie X) den de guys started bbq-ing nn dey r reli terrible in it..cant even start a proper fire -.- 0H!&& azmi got dis 6 yr old anak sedare so cuutee!! its lyk sooo lyk iman seys!de chubbyness de way he toks eng lyk one smart kid..soo cute la!&& i miss iman mani2 =( i played tic tac toe wit him nn he gets ticklish too wen i poke him,lyk mi!^^v den after dat,went 2 de beach wit catcat..de grass so lecak seey,alot of lumpo..my shoes nn his slippers were soakin wet wit mud! we sat at de waterbreaker,nn it was such an unsightly scenery okey! rubbish ol over de place,so bof of us oni concentrated on de sea... finali,a moment at de beach jus us twoo...if onli it wuld nber end =) den not long,it started drizzlin so we went back 2 de chalet.. catcat went swimmin wit fly nn sheik so i chilled wit ali nn hani..ali was still bbq-ing de sataysXD me nn hani crap-ed ol de way nn bullied aliXD we den dcided 2 giv him de prezie nn he was reli lost for words!XD i can tell..de guys came bak den we went up 2 his airconditioned room!very cozy seyy..den sheik sebokXD ali was forced 2 openin de prezzie by us nn he reli liked de jacket kans ali??X) it was nth reli...glad u love it..so nt long den it was 630 nn i had 2 leave..so i reli had a fun tym 2day considerin ive nt seen catcat fer a wk so yar =) !bye lev 1more wk |
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title: ![]() ![]() went out wit my hani 2 far east yest XD since she got werk which finished at 6,met her at raffles place at 6 lor -.- heh,yeah soo since my dad was generous enuf,he extende dmy curfew to 9.30 ..culd haf asked fer 10 tho..so reached der nn got 2 noe dat we haf 2 take de mrt again 2 orchard plak...de place was crowded OBVIOUSLI nn we kinda got sesat fer a few minutes oni..thx 2 hani,we got 2 far east on tym XD ..we ate at kfc ferst since she preferred kfc than other fast fd places..tok3 eat3 nn den went on 2 search fer the 'stuff' X) nn well,hani needed 2 use de bathroom haaah so by de tym we got on the mrt it was oredi 8.45..reached whitesands at9.25 so i was definitly late home..bought our yumMy ben&jerrys!(choc euphoria f.y.i VERY nicee!VERYY chocolatyXD) ahem,so got home at exactly 10 nn mom was angry..i disappointed dad coz i didnt keep my werd..nn coz of tt i haf 2 go home early fer sunday's chalet SHITTO!-.- nn coz of tat too,i cant go haf dinner wit catcat 2day..uggh!! so iritatin!! been lyk waitin fer tis day fer s0oo longg! am soo hating tis ryte now..yeahh, ol in ol,i had a wonderful tym yest wit my hani XD !bye lev |
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title: soo tuesday mi nn de bebs went 2 ruma ayu fer our 'movie marathon'..turn out 2b more of an eating marathon since we onli lyk watched 1 movie nn ate loads! of stuff..ferst we ate ayu's cambell soup which is nice! i lyk soups wit mushrooms in it XD den we ate maggie made by our one & only chef..well nisa helped out a lil XD NN DEN we ate popcorns potato chips nn choc chips fer de movie..
it was called cadaver? i tink..means a deceased human body..well,it was onli de menu part wen i started 2 scream..heh,de ghost face scarylaaa..so den de show was reli starting nn we werent settled down yet..every1 was still so kecoo nn tokin nn lufin lyk hell..den sudenli de ghost came lyk directly infront of de camera screen wit de loud sound effect nn we screamed lyk shit!haahaha..i cant stop lufin after dat so yest i was fryin de hotdog,mom sudenli went in nn ask bout a pic i put at msn dp ..she sed my dad saw mi wit some guy in it a long tym ago..nn she started raising her voice at mi nn i was lyk wtf?! nn i NOE dat my dad didnt mention anytin bout it 2 her anytym dt day coz he was arguin wit her in their room...i NOE..i heard..nn jus bcoz she was angry wit him she wana put her anger on mie..i kept sayin no ol de way nn she went out of de kitchen..i ate my hotdog wit de fuckedup face nn lyk jus SUDDENLI, she started havin convos wit mi lyk nth jus happened..y?!coz she felt guilty or sumtin..nn she wont let mi wear pe shorts animore nn skirt below knee length -.- grrrr~ haiyaa..5 days nt seein him =( sooo boooreeeed!!' ' !bye lev |
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title: so been slackin alot these days..just met up wit zul yest..been 4 days since las met him..i bought lots of fd hees..
hmm,nth muc hapened..on monday was mom's 40th bday..we bought fer her tis pink top which she STILL hasnt wear..went out wit zuliani in de mornin 2 teman de guys buy their safety boot at beachroad..me && hani were overdress laa hahha,since we tot de place was far which it is laaa jus not de ryte atmosphere..so went home nn mom was oredi bak frm werk..we didnt go out coz no money at de tym..kesian dierr...de nx day was her off day nn we went 2 de beach,de cheapest nn best place 2 go X) at nyte,took pics of de laut nn got orbs in it..sp0oky! den thursday,went out 2 orchard 2 look at de pretty christmas lights nn since mom got her pay,we went shopping too!0H! i bought tis top fer oni 13 bux nn its so nice!XD den went 2 simpang bedok 2 haf dinner..not dt nice but it costs half de price as our usual outing meal at rex..so quite enjoyable i guess...jus cant get myself away from that kappa shoes!i wan it fer new skul yr '08.. hmm,i got a merit bursary which is 250 bux..yeay!can finaly buy a new hp after usin de same one fer 3 yrs! den,my mom got a call from her werkplace informin her dt dey wan mi 2 go interview fer de santarina ting at airport choc shop..so im goin to T2 2moro at 10 fer de interview..nn if i get it hopefuli,i'll b werkin fer 2 wks starting frm 12 dec till christmas nn earn 364 bux which is reli gd money fer oni 2 wks..can go shopping yeay! well tats it fer de wk! cant wait fer our outing wit de bebs on wed X) !bye lev *missin u terribly |
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