had malay dance in the morning...in the afternoon,wen i got bak 2 my granny's house...i saw my uncle sleepin..i tot twice nn i tot tat it was safe...so i called catcat...jus a few mins later,while we were tokin,my uncle sudenli woke up nn picked up the fone in HIS room..nn i sed dt i was usin de fone..nn still mad bout yest nite,he told mie off dt he wanted 2 use it nn he onie gav mie a min 2 finish up...as i was sayin i gtg, my uncle jus picked up HIS fone nn i tink he heard catcat still tokin ....nn im afraid dt he might spoil the whole ting..

i went bak home at 8,feelin werried, && stress out..i reli RELI didnt wan it 2 end lyk tis..so catcat n mie chat at around 1030..nn i culdnt stop tinkin laaa...wat were 2 apen if we were caught? its so unfair fer us.....

15.11.07

went breakfast wit catcat...the last time we'll mit till nex sat hopefuli..its so unfair tat u hf 2 choose between the 2 loves of ur life...one that brought you lifee,but love u too muc 2 let u goo...&& the other hu wuld do anytin nn even let u go,as long as he sees u hapi...
u c without ur love one that brought u life,u wuldnt even mit ur 2nd love one.... but if they were too love mie soo muc, wuldnt they wan 2c mie hapi?how culd dey wan 2c u hurt witout gettin 2 love another even wen ur onli 15?... doesnt mean im onli 15 i'll do anytin stupid..i noe my priorities...jus get it 2 ur head dt nt all 15s wuld wana haf a bf fer fun or trend or wadeve...

&& we plan tt we'll hear eac others' voices nx sat,wen we mit..jus 2 cool tings down.tnx alot

if im nt gettin muc love at home,let mi love in the open werld den...im 15, im in love, im in nd of secure&&comfort..i nd him..i can stay tis way as long as u wan mi too..
since if u found out,that we were 2gede,u'll hurt him...i dun wan dat 2 apenn...

im lost..

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