xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Friday, March 30, 2007
time:6:08 AM

guess hu drew tis XP

been awhile since i post bout de hapenings..my comp gt cut off fer de last 3 days coz didnt pay de bill.it was a nightmare okey!..heh,emm gt bak poa test ppr 2day ^_^ 29/30 nt bad ah haha..budden i suck in chem test juz now.sheesh!

deco class juz now afte skul,but ahwong chased us out..dt guy is careeepyy....hmm,tinkin of buyin new skul shoes 2moro. my heart saes yes but my wallet saes no =D now wer did i hear dt b4??

tis cough is reli gettin on my nerves..so hard 2 tok laarh, still veri de confused ryte now wif tings.. i'll juz hf 2 wait AGAIN n c wat hapens nx. =\

n yes im still havin headaches bout it =)

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
s each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over u

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date: Tuesday, March 27, 2007
time:6:20 AM

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date:
time:5:57 AM

yupyup...toldcha got emo pose XD

muke tiga2 stoink seyh

~weee

sab n ayuuu

3 ladaeess

uhh...yeaahh

sabby,mie,aisy

us 6 in de bus!

more us

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date: Monday, March 26, 2007
time:6:57 AM

mondayyy..went 2 skul n it sudenli rained lyk shit. mi,fiqah,aisy n hakim were lyk runnin all de way frm bustop 2 skul..it looked lyk we juz took a shower seyhh.so fun! budden i came wif a fever..so nt in de mood fer all tis craps laarh..especiali on a monday.me n sabby hung our smellywet sox in class n walked aroun barefoot-ed =)

assembly was a killer..i was slouchin fer a whole hour kayy,my back is reli achin.mr leong's speech was veri de boring ahh.n so wasting my tym..den de grp of us at de bak were minding our own stuffss..

ouh yar,n our heart cookies were delicious =DDD actuali it nds 2be more crunchy arghh...
so sorie jasonn oni get partly of it.. yar i gues dts it uh,

more n more ppl r slowly
starting 2 leave their
loved ones...
tings r juz fallin apart..
lyf is juz 2 go 2 skul
come bak home
& repeat it fer everi yr

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date: Sunday, March 25, 2007
time:6:09 AM

hmm...im veri de bored ryte now,so gona post again.=) im havin a headache ryte now..tink im gona get fever larh. gettin veri frustrated wif humans..some r juz so selfish .asked my uncle 2 help buy sumtin fer mie n sis budden lyk tt oso wan 2 argue lyk hell sia juz coz he tinks dt by askin him fer help its lyk his my maid..hello! im veri bz wif stuff kays i hf 2 get redi fer skul!

alaa wudever ah..lazy ppl. dun wan 2 entertain him animore.. ermm,2moro hf 2 go skul early coz gt visitors comin 2 skul n bla3..mls agh.waste tym onie.might as well use dt 10 mins 2 sleep ryte..yaryar my stupid tagboard canot view.haiyoo..ders PE 2moro n my legs r achin.sheesh..

photos taken last 2 days...waitin......waitin.....waitin......

!bye lev

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date:
time:12:37 AM

hmm...weekends ehk.didnt do much..juz finished baking all de cookies,gona bring it 2moro fer eu guys 2 munch on..dnn seems lyk hw oso done, gona draw stuff later i guez..hope ders sumtin gd on tv, if not gona go sleep.

n still waitin fer de photos we took last 2 days..probably nisa will post it in august X)
heh

dts it i guezz..goin paranoid over borednessnessssss.

!bye lev

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date: Saturday, March 24, 2007
time:3:42 AM

juz found out tt moz bands now are juz boybands dt cn play instruments coz dey sell out!wat fakes.. sis is reli in agony ryte now.i noe how she feels larh,but its reli sad dt she has 2 go thru tis wen she juz reached her teens..

tis video is so kewl heh check it out

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date: Friday, March 23, 2007
time:7:05 AM

juz finished my delivery dinner frm mcdonalds! wee,since it was rainin heavily juz now,too troublesome 2 go out n buy food soo yaarr..me n sis were crappin lyk crazy n we were lufin lyk hell until i gt sorethroat seyyh. turns out tt our tymin was ryte,bout our problems i meant..our situations r coincidentally de same.. so sad fer her laarh.

hmm,poa test was actuali quite managable.sh0ckin sh0ckin.hope i get distinction=D[ish so high expectation man]

dn afte skul went 2 my house 2 do de project on cookies!! on our way der we took de bus n its so keco seyyh..ofcoz ah,its US im tokin bout. heh.took loads of pics n gt one wer we pose lyk emo lol but kewl seyh

de cookies turned out delicioso! gd ting to0! so we cn ask aisy 2 promote it fer us =)

dn t0ok MORE photos~w0ohoo! fun seyh.

yupyup, buddeenn..yar ders owaes a but,but i cant tell wat it is so yar.

!bye lev

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date: Thursday, March 22, 2007
time:5:38 AM

eyy wei xian finali came 2day..long tym nber c him seyhh, i tink i miz him?? lol! funi laarh he in class..my partner in crime!nonsense, dt guy uh so clever seyhh.nber come 2 skul long tym oso cn still get ryte 4 maths?? yalar wei xian play maple sumore laarh..

afte skul lek jap kt 3e3..funie ppl! if onie my klas lyk tt.wah everiday hapie2 seyhh..
errm, yaa.cca 2day,4got totali bout artclass!! im so dead! nn, malay dance..my legs r soo achin!! kene rabak2 seyh,tortcher(is tt how u spell it??haha)

hmm..yarr went bak home drench wif rainn =)) soo refreshing now..
eyy qashrul tnx fer comforting mie.reli needed it,n ahmad too =)
ey helmi,i criousli tink u shuld ferget bout her..nt worth ur tym n effort..
dts bout it 2dayy..

!bye lev

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date: Wednesday, March 21, 2007
time:1:11 AM

de day wen evrytin ends.
u lose hope
u lost faith.
ders no path
no place 2go.
life splits to two,
home & skool.
mom n dad gif discouragement,
gif their careLESS.
i gif dem my best,
dey dun tink dt way.
i gif my heart n soul 2 him
sacrifices life.
he gifs mie a brokenheart,
gif his careLESS.
now ends life,
home & skool.
afte givin all i culd.
de day wen everytin ends.

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date: Tuesday, March 20, 2007
time:2:39 AM

yesterday nyte..soo hard 2 sleep, tinkin of ways 2 start convos.n im lyk wth its nt supoz 2b mie hus goin strez over it. soo went 2 skul alone again nn saw himm yaryar wudever.

went upstairs 2 get my sketchbk,he juz walked pass,glanced at mie n looked away..i oredi wanted 2 smyle sey..kk seems lyk plans nt workin,soso poa sat at de corner..listening 2 my mp3,wanted 2 b alone at de moment 2 reflect, yaryar sad2 wudever..

n afte skul, tot wanted 2 hf a tok but he walked away wen saw mie..guez he juz doesnt hf de guts. i wont bite larr, eventho his words might hurt mie i wont b soo hurt as him nt tokin 2 mie at all..coz dn i wuld noe de problems, n wuld solve it a.s.a.p.

nisa xplained everytin n i started crying, i noelarh i emotional but canot help it larhh..tnx 2 aizah,ayu,aidah,nisa,syaza n de others hu tried 2 help mie..uve taught mie sumtin 2 day n comforted mie.. i reli appreciate it LOADS! i'll try my best 2 tok tings out..

.bye lev.

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date: Monday, March 19, 2007
time:2:28 AM

shucks..umm,yeah...1st day of de new term,oredi feeling de pressure.
uhh, i dun reli hf much 2 say,
went 2 skul alone,dn saw sab n made her jump.heh.,uhh tot i saw sumone in de mrt but my mistake..it wasnt hu i tot it was,hais..erm, 2day seemed 2 b long n draggy..n as xpected, didnt tok at all,wow..more dn a wk oredi,ouch..every sight of him makes mie hard 2 breath..my throat is achin of tears tt were held back.. uhh, im soo confused ryte now.duno wat im supoz 2do..juz let it b or wat? kk its gettin bored oredi, n sad.
lets juz hope 4 de best or worst 2 come a.s.a.p

my dear,
if ur readin tis..dun tink i dun care animore..i still do,
y arent u sayin anitin? i hf loads 2 tell u n we haf loads
2 catch up. if u dun feel de way u used 2 towards mie,
pls tell mie soon so i can erase u frm my memory..
of de day wen nth else matters.
anitin juz kol mie at home or tok in skul..
i miz u

.bye lev

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date: Saturday, March 17, 2007
time:8:39 AM

more den a wk,we've yet not speak
wen i tot ur de guy wif bouqet.
u kept silence over nth
...tts wat u sed..

ive done my part as ur eve
n im decanting so much tears
but its nv enuf 4 eu, coz u'd nv believe
being wif eu hf conquered my lyf wif fear
although some dun wanna accept eu
i dun care if dey wuld hate mie 4 tis, coz i accept eu

i close my eyes towards vintners
feelin robust n sec
getting advices from my peers
r u worth my every second

dun eu ever remember our walk in the park?
dt spark evrytym we smyle?
those tears wen we bof were in de dark?
did eu 4get de day, wen i sed yes?
do eu ever appreciate all tt?

from 8th of feb till 2day
were lyk fermentation
started frm swit sugar den turns to plain water..
wen i ask if u'll ever let mie go
n u answered " i'll hold on tight"
did eu ever tink back, if tts wt ur doin 2nyte..

.bye lev.

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date: Friday, March 16, 2007
time:7:55 AM

more picsss!

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date:
time:7:11 AM

heyhey..went 2 skool 2day coz ders stupid cip hours ting 4 skul service uhh..

n denn we actuali slack moz of de tym instead of cleaning it..actuali we did abit but it oredi looks clean enuf..ofcoz larh we clean wat =D

den den was FORCED 2go malay dance by zuariah..geramnyer aku!

oh yarr..wen we passed by each other he didnt even say a word..wah my heart pain seyhh..nt even a tnx wen i gave him his hw..shuldnt hf kept it 4 him..haiya,but tnx 2 u ppl i hd soo much fun at de partay!! reli laa..sweating lyk hell dancing.n lots of pic-taking..we r lyk so noisy n de oni ppl dt were goin crazy! nyahaha..n aisyy sorie bout ur contact lenss =\

cant wait 4 june camp =)) afte dt went 2 tk neoprintss..n im bak home usin my comp!

haiss..still mis him dearly..

here r de pics ppl

.bye lev

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date: Wednesday, March 14, 2007
time:6:56 AM

came bak frm camp yesterdayy
it actuali turned out fun
slept in a hotel wer ders aircon
n water heater!!
but it was reli scary at nyte coz ders
a mattres n pillows in de middle of a forest
near by!!
mi n aisyah knocked on our neighbours' doors
n ran hahaa...so funny seyy.n fun!
mi,fiqah,iffah,aisy were reli frustrated
wif some ppl who brought our names down..
criousli man..wat were dey tinkin..
yono! heh
altho i hd fun,miz him..didnt tok 4 3days straight.
gosh..wats happenin 2 us 4...

.bye

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date: Sunday, March 11, 2007
time:3:11 AM

didnt noe tis dae wuld come..
wen de world is been destroyed
n lyf doesnt mean anitin animore..
wen de past doesnt stay in ur mind
of de day wer evrytin else seems a fade..
didnt care if i ever get caught
onli if i were owaes wif eu..
tis feeling hurt so much
dt half of my heart saes 2 let it go
4 my best..
but de other half
still lervs eu to death..
how culd u show such attitude
wen ive given eu all dt i culd..
wats gona hapen next..
hu noes..

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date: Saturday, March 10, 2007
time:12:47 AM

tnx 4 de wishes darls
but i dun tink its worth being
hapi bout now..

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date: Thursday, March 08, 2007
time:9:35 PM

08.03.07
1st ting early in de morning,
woke up in a bad mood.drat! gt cca..drat! get back report card..drat! his sick..2day!!
wudeve it was, forced myself 2 get ready 4 skul.
felt lyk sleepin in de mrt,juz cant keep my eyes open..
met syaza, told mie dt our classes were trashed n vandalised terribly..
especially some ppl's personal stuffss..
i ws tinkin lyk..wth its such a wrong tymin 4 all tis nonsensecrapss uhh..
cowards..no guts 2 tok face2face
luckily myn's nt touched =)
=( spent our 1st anni alone in skul
kesian orng tu saket..mrs sim duno how 2 mark our artwork
some ppl's artwork which are pretty nyce lyk lestina's got low marks.
showed my parents my report card..
dey were reli disappointed bout me failing my eng.its de oni subj i failed which
is oni 4 ca2.. yar,how wuld dey understand de strictness of the marking system?
n reading nber helps 4 mie since sec1! dun dey ever c mie study?? wat no high marks??
hello? poa n maths?? its ryte der!! oni focus on 50+ 60+.. i tried okey..n no my cca
is nt de reason y i failed my eng.. wen i skip choir 4 soo mani tyms my marks were
lower dn now,wen im owaes attendin de new cca..
ahh wudeve ah ehk..de best day dt sux,

.bye lev

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date: Wednesday, March 07, 2007
time:6:27 AM

sis n mie during de concert

de guy i told eu about =D

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date:
time:5:10 AM

eyy irritatin laarhh..i miz lunchtine concertt!! well,sorta.
coz of cca ah i miz omos de whole eventt..wastedd ah, such a wrong day
2 hf cca okey.. thankfully, didnt miz my dear's band playing.dey were de 1st
2 perform seyh,naseb.didnt xpect tt he wuld b singing? heh,but amazingly
it ws actuali quite nice ^_^ afte de 1st song hd 2 rush 2 music room..
kena scold,haiyo.. but nmind ah,at least get 2 watch em play =))
still tinkin,duno wt 2 giv him 2moro.till my head crack!
alaaa! 2moro still gt cca lahhh!!!
spoil our big day noe! tkper2 saba ajekk,wait 4 fridayy kays hehe..
hmm,lazy 2 do maths ar...hopefuli mr ng nber come 2moro,so we cn spend tym hee

!bye lev

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time:1:19 AM

Now little lisa is only 9 years old
Shes tryin to figure out why the world is so cold
Why shes all all alone and they never met her family
Mamas always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missin and nobody will listenin
Mama is on drugs gettin high up in the kitchen
Bringin home men at different hours of the night
Startin with laughs--usually endin in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mamas knocked out
Tryin to have his way and little lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothin else to do but some get some clothes and pack
She says shes bout to run away and never come back.

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date: Monday, March 05, 2007
time:2:02 AM

we r lyk in jail..

us fouurr

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date: Sunday, March 04, 2007
time:2:15 AM

de tix

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date: Saturday, March 03, 2007
time:10:31 PM

went 2 fall out boy concert yesterday..
ws unexpectin it 2 hapen coz gt a call frm dad while i ws on my way home frm skul..
sayin dt kak sis ws waitin 4 mie 2 bring my sis n mie der..
ws njoyin my ben n jerry milkshake dn..yuuummm!! sweet cookies n cream!
hd waited 4 soo long 4 it, saved my own money =))
culd actuali finish a regular 4 de 1st tym..

kk bak 2 de concert..soo fun!!
loads of whites der.some of dem r actuali hawt..heh
but too bad i couldnt njoi de concert coz my mind ws elsewer..
still worried bout my dear..
haiss miz eu so much ah..
till i even termimpi2 at nyte noe..haiyoo
hope tings get btter 2moro..
i'll post de pics on de concert soon kays..

!bye lev

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date: Friday, March 02, 2007
time:1:48 AM

typical teenage lyf..tings happenin in skul are lyk tv shows,
xcept tt its de real ting n without no cam,lights,sound effects n scripts..
it juz seems so dramatic 2 mie,how one small lytle ting culd lead
2 a bigger prob which dn bcums tearss..duno if ders gona b a hapi
ending..no guarantee, =/ hopefuli he think it thru soon coz i get
moody too wen ur moody.. its juz hard 4 mie 2 tink bout anitin
else wen his havin mixed up thoughts in his head..n 2 noe im no
help at all,
miz de past 3 wks wen were juz in lerv,it ws lyk a dream come true,
didnt noe nightmares culd interfere..if onie we culd start again
on thurs, wonder if he remembers wt day tt is 4 us,

n comin near syf..its soo tiring kay, gets worser n worser evri wk!
wt comes my strez results,n dis n dat.. i guez dts all i hf 2 say ..

..ur de onie person hu culd giv mie de reason y im alive..
..i lev eu..
..n u noe dat..
..dun eu?..

.bye lev.

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