xiii: you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, August 31, 2006
time:12:57 AM

HAPWIE TCHERS DAE!!

yesterdae mi n aisy took de

WHOLE evening 2 create

decos 4 2dae's event..

our claz useless sa nber

plan anitin..end up oni de bof of us

did all de partyin stuffz..

hd 2 wake up verii earli 2 cum 2 skul

2 start decoratin our klaz coz

laz min plann..heh

damn FUN! on muzic damn loud!!

ate,took pics,dance!

dey HD 2 gif bak de report cards

2dae...party spoiler =P

aniwaess,dn i saw him at guys'

wee wee room..OMG!!!!

i was so close 2 flowin tears..

he's soooo cute in his jammin attire

dt my mind went blank n how i wish

wish wish wish! his myn..=(

budden she went out 2 go gerls' wee wee

room,obviousli tryin 2 gt his attention..

damn it im nt lyk tt...he peeped insyde our klaz

n lyk saw directli at mi!!!

DarLz!! y her..??[juz found out he lyk her='( ]

yaarr...well,dn afte dt,watched de performances..

upper sec nber perform..haish,i was lookin 4ward

2 they'res..n it was damn short n boring..!

shuld hf bn a memoriable tym..

dn,went back 2 pvps..

everi1 was soo steppin' lyk as if deyre so big

moz of dem hd chng..alot!

i hate de tchers...owaes tk sides sa

quite boring ah..hung out wif ex klazmates

bawa blok..dn went home coz lyk i sed,damn bored..

dts it arg...i'll update bout 'him' soon

!t0odZy

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date: Tuesday, August 29, 2006
time:6:40 AM

haizz..haii peepozz..
long tym didnt update ma blog..
sorie..i was reli caught up wif alot of ting..
ALOT.
cant xplain it here apologies coz sum ppl
hf sumtin 2 do wif it..so i dun1 dem 2 fl bad arg
..thought dey kinda do mk mi fl hurt..yar well aniwaess..
gona gt back my stuff frm him 2molo..
oh shit! juz remembered gt maths remedial
straight away afte skul..
so canot c him at canteen..wala0
aargg 2molo dn c how laa...
shira ask him hows he n i was goin..
omg how embarrassin!he will tink dt i tok bout
hm bhind his back!she sed dt he sed it was ok..(n he sed im cute!!)
but dn lyk if he sae dis y de hell is he ignoring mi,
admiring sum1 else,
n,...other stuff arg..
it hurts so badli internali!!

toodzy!

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date: Friday, August 25, 2006
time:6:26 AM

y..how??

tings she did

i nv realise it wuld cum 2 tis.

words she sed

i didnt believe it was nv true.

how he used mie

hs exceed my limits.

even the closest ting

wuld hide all tis,

wen she noe dt

it hurts mie oh so deepli.

wt hf i done 2 deserve all tis.

how am i 2 chng

wen u hf nth 2 sae.

my mind goes blank

the shock is overpowering,

wen de closest ting u hf,

gets the closest ting u need.

:mie composed tis song,dedicated:

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date:
time:2:49 AM

HeLL! dt stupid aunty at b.k go n throw away

sim card sa!

i lep my dad..

understandin..nber tok alot..

i gt home oni my mom nag & nag

lyk as if i did sumtin bad 4 de whole of my lyf

n nv a gd ting..

yesterdae told her i gt A1 for 2 subj

n she juz look at de ppr..sed uhuh yeah

dn ask bout my eng...

dt tym i oredi told her i fail n she still ask..

obviousli she didnt concentrate on wt i sed..

or de gd tings i do..

oni de bad tings..

n de sim card ting is nt my fault sa..

she sed dt it wouldnt happen if i gt home afte skul instead

of goin tm..

my sis tok on de fon 4 straight 5 hrs n guess wt..

she lets her hang on it evn tho she hs 2 pay

de bill lyk ~~soooo~~ high sa..

myn is lyk 4 free coz 1st tymer n dn scold lyk mad sa..

i kept telling her dt de lyn hs been suspended

but obviousli she didnt hear coz she kept sayin

dt she wont pay 4 de bill if sum1 else used my

sim card..!!!!!urgh!!!!!

DaMn bad daE!!

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date: Thursday, August 24, 2006
time:7:11 AM

p.e 2dae
his klaz oso haf p.e sebla2 !SHOCKINGLI!
its nt suppose 2b 2dae!
i noe la hor..
dn,...try 2 stay cool,stay calm,
played vb wif sab,aizah,aisy & seng
deenn...neef join..funiee sa him..
play vb wif leg
dn go n hit de ball 2 aisy lyk nk sondol orng sa
cm bull..hahhaha
yaarrr....dn afte skul,jumper ckgu zub
amek remedial stuff
& went 2 kfc n eat wif aisy
stomach ache,cramps,damn pain
lyk kena poke inside sa...
saket gileerr babzz!
alek umah naek taxi,hd 2 use my sis money
soriiee...actuali no la im nt dt sorie hee..
hmm,,his onlyn ryte now...gota wait 4 de ryte tyming..
To0dZy!

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date: Wednesday, August 23, 2006
time:7:22 AM

sup sup wussup

soriee didnt update 4 quite a while..

wanted 2 chnge my blog skin

did my own but didnt turn out

de wae i wan it 2

so now is juz 4 de moment

im usin tis blogskin...

till i figure out how 2 insert my

own customized background in place..

hmm,lyf?? havent heard frm him 4 a loong tym..

havent gt my stuff back coz hard 2 communicate..

i dun1 2 start de 1st convo argg..

hmm..he oso went 2 de beach n wrote on de sand..

juz lyk wt mi n aisy did..

i still levv hiimm...

juz now..went 2 eat at delifrance wif sum1(a bdae prezzie)

delicious,dn went 2 tk pic wif aisy..

here dey rr...

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title:
date: Friday, August 18, 2006
time:6:04 AM

more hurt & embarrasment..

aizah pulled my chair n i feeeell..

my butt hurts till nowww...aizaahh u ahh hahhah!

nvm2..2 days in a row of humiliation hahaha

afte skul mi & aisy went 2 pasir ris beach!!

!!funsyiokbezcooltiring!!

i hd 2 cycled a bicycle while

she seat at de back & making my job harder

nt dt ur heavy arg eh but im

juz nt heavy enuf 2 carry ur heavyness~~ness~~

wth?fun sia..brought speaker where

i plug in all my songs..

on sooo loudli!

dn bring fd frm home<we cook one noee...>

picnic!!hmm wd r we havinn..

fries,nutella,burger & chicken!!yumm delicioso!

dn splish splash blob blob n lay on de mat..

we took ALOT of pics..2moro i insert k!!

fun!hope 2 do it again s0on!

t0odzy!

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date: Thursday, August 17, 2006
time:2:43 AM

tadi p.e. played badminton kt hall
sit down depan fan instead..
was gona kp the badminton net
wen HE n kwn2 dier dtng i duno 4 wt
i act lyk nth hapenin arhh..
uat bodoh jek...
dn sit down infront of de fan again
tryin 2 fold de net[i duno how n 4wt]
dn went 2 lim[si cekgu step lawa]
wanted 2 gif de net...
i tripped on e bloody net n fell sia
naseb dier dh nk turon de slope ting outside de hall..
but his fren saw it
humiliating! haha
haizz..still havent ask 4 my 'music transporter bak'
dose bitches mina sipot arg so called
sek panggel kiter orng skepeng dn luf..
i noe lah ryte...dun tell mi i dun hf a mirror at home
tk abes2 sak
dn sendiri kater dey all lawa sumore..
eeeee yux man! i tink dey all yg dun hf mirror at home
lyk makcik nyonya lyk tt..rambot sipot,skirt tinggi semacam
lyk ceriter ali baba bujang lapok aziz uat sluar dier tinggi2 hah!
wateve lar eh..
to0dsy!

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date: Wednesday, August 16, 2006
time:7:15 AM

chng ma blog skin

gt inspiration frm him

fiddling wif my thoughts

decided 2 juz 4 get bout him

though its kinda hard..

VERI hard,coz im gona ask 4

my 'music transporter' bak

so dt means gotta c him..

n his gona mk mi jumpy again

heart start pounding real fast

....n stop....

n it goes ove & ove again

i duno until wen seh...

help mie

tk mie

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title:
date: Tuesday, August 15, 2006
time:1:45 AM

tings were told 2dae..

seemss tt he doesnt lyk mai attitude

coz im jumpy&crazy..

tkkn nk diaam jerr kn mcm bdk ~~bodoh~~,...

looks lyk he's in2 boring gerlz...

bukan nyer nk lang siang2

swit tok lagik adeerr...

nk suro orng layan dier lagik adee...

im down ryt DAMN tired of waitin 4 u,

impressin u,

makin u hapie..

n gettin my damn heart bloody in return

smlm tngok unsangkarable?!! funi sa!!

stupid bastard u, here mie out aitte:

SELAMAT!

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title:
date: Monday, August 14, 2006
time:7:01 AM

Sial!!

dT fruKin iDiotiC kiut burnt marshmallow!!

dier ingt aku nie saper sa...supplier???

saket hati seh...~i cry a river ova u

dh penat2 baruuu nk tarok lagu aku

baru uat kn untok dier...

dh cm gini..

dh lah lamer tk contact psal dhde "music

transporter" [haha:nt funi larr]

abe ale2 msg psal nk permanentli own tt ting..

asl lar aku nie bodoh sngt..

skrng coz of u i hate myself 4 levin u sia..

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title:
date: Saturday, August 12, 2006
time:7:26 AM

eHem

i wana tank u

4 givin mi lev & joy

givin mi faith & strength

hf de confidence 2 de woman in mie

chng de gerl i used 2 b

altho tis lyf hs been

too rough 4 mie

been thru such a ~~painful~~ tym

de memories we used 2 share

r still kept deep in my heart

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title: iLLbeBaK!
date: Friday, August 11, 2006
time:11:49 PM

hEyHey
here again..
tadi gi white sand jap nk amek bende
kesian sa aisy..she muz b damn confuzed
hey beb..h0pe tings will gt betta so0n!

da lah tu jek lah eh..

t0odLes!

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title: sPeakk
date:
time:8:49 PM

eLuu..finali dpt tau cm ner nk tuka tis fruckin ting..
hf nth else 2 do...kept tinkin of him..
evri person i told de story 2
seemed lyk his playin mie,
usin mie,
it seemed dt wae 2 mie 2..
but i dun wana believe dt u do..
aisy wants mie 2 confess
but i was tinkin
if i do,
wats next?
wt if he doesnt return my love...
wat next?
tu psal ah...saket hati sak..haisszz/

to0dles!

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